Ria is glad to be home. There is something about the country of birth that she cant quite put her finger on. She wonders why the phrase has always been "put a finger on" cant it be "put a toe on" or any other appendage? Never mind, She was glad to be home.
Early next morning she takes her camera and goes out for a walk. Its been five years since she was last here. Five years since she walked these streets or saw so many people of the same hair, eye and skin colour as her own. Five years since she walked to get milk or groceries. Five years since she heard the Koyal's call or saw street dogs and cows roam free. Five years since she saw autorickshaws, heard the temple bells ring or the call to Azaan. She soaked all the sounds and sights to her minds saturation as she clicked what she knows she maynot see again once she leaves here. It felt so good. The roads, the stores, the vegetables, fruits and people seem to have shrunk. She smiles as it occurs to her that she now has a new frame of reference through which she is viewing what she once knew. She titles it "The US lens". In the past five years, she got accustomed to 4-6 laned roads with traffic following the rules, people who are on an average taller and bigger than the puny Indian she is, stores that are huge that she needed a map to navigate through, grocery just left for our picking, a life lived Kingsize or in her instance, Queensize.
She looks across the Main road that marks the boundary of the neighbourhood where she lives and notices the small make shift cardboard and tarp shelters that have cropped up. "Oh a Slum so close?" She wonders if no Minister of the Parliament lived close by. If he/she did, slums wouldnt dare crop up in the locality. She sees that the Old Fair Price Depot has moved to a bigger lot, yet the queue is long for kerosene. She remembers her childhood when she stood in those queues waiting in line for the ration of sugar, rice, palm-oil and wheat. It felt like so long ago yet the sight brought back the same sense of lack she felt as a child, a sense of inadequacy, of knowing only the lower rungs of the ladder of wealth and a sense of Having Not. Ironic she thinks...when you read about all the "progress and industry" , "India Shining" slogans, the "Emerging Superpowers of India and China" headlines along with the "trickle down" effects of economy that the media outside India, churns out. Yes she thinks as she returns from her walk, whatever Trickled Down probably never touched the ones who lived on the Floor.
18 comments:
nicely composed....enjoyable read.
Creative Challenge #124~ Trickled Down Love "
ohh!!! very nice...
well done ...
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I can totally agree with your story here.
I understand how surreal it all must seem because the differences between India and the US must be immense.
Values, standards, livelihoods are miles apart and the little girl will always remember and call he mother land her home, but the woman knows differently.
Rashmi the swinger is life sized and I took the photo from the floor above her.
Hey...This sounds just like my story...lol....Well written...and I loved reading it.
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What a revealing perspective. Thank you for showing me what it feels like to go back home.
wonderful imagery I felt like I was standing there in those places...and your last line hits a home run!
That was such an interesting look into life in India.
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I love it.. A very nice read. :-)
Thank you Lady, Moonlight, Lihsa, Nikhil, Pat and Sea. :) Glad you enjoyed it as I enjoyed writing it.
@ Virginia, everytime I visit I have a changed perspective, I see different and understand something I missed during the last visit. It reveals myself to me, when I look back.
@ Danette, I wish someone in that place where they can do something hears that home run...I sit here twiddling my thumbs wondering who should I hold responsible for the mess.. most often it comes back to the attitude of the individual and I know its a lost battle.
@ Carol, Yes the woman knows differently..sometimes the woman wishes she could forget what was...on the other hand she is what she is for she didnt forget where she came from :). Thank you Carol.. The picture was well composed...and as I read the blog on beauty today I thought, the swinger on a trapeze looks beautiful...There is something about people working with focus that brings out the beauty in them.
Thank you for your visiting, reading and leaving thoughts and encouragement. It makes my day wonderful.
Ah, Rashmi, I can feel your homesickness in your words. You painted a vivid picture with your imagery. And you are so right, everything does not trickle down as it should.
I like the phrase, "put a toe on it" lol.
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I often wondered what the purpose of movement is. I have seen so many women plucked from their nests and taken to foreign places...only to be left with aloneness inside and nothing to hold on to but memories. I do understand that reality is a construct of the mind... but some things are inherent in us... especially roots. I have been in one place all my life, except for two years in the midwest. I couldnt wait to get home. Your words show me what it would be like ....and that Dorothy was right, there is no place like home, even though home isn't what it used to be......Hugs
wow ~ brilliant.
Thank you Jo. Aye, I do a lousy job of hiding the melancholy. I knew you would dig the "put a toe on it" part *giggling*
I think theres something to do with what I chose to experience which has placed me here...Theres so much I learned and I feel it wouldnt have been so had I not be yanked out of my nest. And the greatest thing of all, I got to meet kindred folk, like you and the others who came into my life through this space. :)
Thank you tracy.
What a delightful insight into your world .... beautifully written.
Its wonderful in a sad sort of way the differences .... the comparisons in life. Amazing that you can see both sides of the coin. And yes .... I guess it all boils down to the powers that be and our own karmic fortune. Your last line ''whatever Trickled Down probably never touched the ones who lived on the Floor.'' gives much food for thought.
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