Friday, April 21, 2006

Life's Treadmill

Waking up, getting out of bed,
Always on the left side,
Slipping the feet into the slippers
Heading to kitchen.
Put on a fresh pot of coffee.

The same rhythm, every morn
While brushing the teeth.
Cold water stinging the warm body.
Getting dressed
Same hymns
And prayers at the shrine,
Different day.

Breakfast, reading the news
And then head out the door.
Same  events,
Different day.

Getting back home,
Turning the lights on,
Getting dinner ready,
Kids set the table
For a moment,
We gather, feeling the bonds
Listening to each others voices
As we recount and relate
The day's events
Reinforcing the ties of lives shared.

Back to routine,
Clean up the kitchen,
Get into pajamas,
Brushing the teeth
Rehearsing the rhythm
For the next day,
For the same events
On A Different day.

Rarely thinking about
What needs doing
A robot working
Through the program.

Automation with a difference
The feeling of boredom
Setting into Life
Gleaming eyes now listless
Excruciating pain that has no voice
Hearts screams for an out, going unheard,
Smiles replaced by frowns
Silence replacing the song,
Indifference replacing love,
Duty replacing Joy,
An Indefinable peace exists,
Same person, Alive but Dead inside.

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

The Now

I trudge along,
One day at a time
One step at a time
Thinking, this is enough.
At least for Now.

I try not to look back,
Although I hear the blast
From the past,
No grieving, for it is gone.
All I have is Now.

I blink at the blur,
Looking far ahead,
Can't see very well,
Never fear, it is yet not here
It will become the Now.

I try hard, to remember
How to live in the present
I want to make it beautiful,
So that its worthy,
Of Remembering.
This is My Now.

Monday, April 17, 2006

Leaders

Been pondering over leadership in today's world. What is the quality of a leader?  People usually say, he/she is a great leader. But no one really says why they think so. I came up with a few qualities that come to my mind when I think of leaders.


1. Leaders are good listeners. They listen to the aspirations of the people they lead, to people who are their peers and to their instinct.


2. Leaders are humble.  They know that without the ones who follow them they cannot lead. They have the power only because the others bestowed it on him/her. They understand that it is a previledge,not a right that they can claim.  They know that being a leader is like being a Tree, just as the branches bend when they are laden with fruit, so does the leader bend and flex to the wishes of those he leads.


3. Leaders are good managers of Self.  They do not wait for someone to tell them how to do something or what needs doing. They manage their time well. They maintain a balance in their physical, mental, financial and spiritual aspects of  life. They work deligently.


4. Leaders are both students and teachers at the same time.  While they learn from those around them, they teach others to achieve their potential. They recognize the others intelligence, talents and aptitudes and give them appropriate encouragement, appreciation and credit.


5. Leaders are caring. Their bottom line isnt just success for themselves but for those they lead. They understand working for long time goals, not instant gratification. They are quite willing to sacrifice their interests in the interest of others.


6. Leaders are popular without advertising or promoting theirselves.  They are capable of bringing the best out in each individual of the team. They understand using the strengths and weaknesses of the team for what is best for all. They are respected not feared.


7. A leader knows that he serves not Rule the people he leads. 


8. A leader  knows that Victory is not in defeating others but in winning others.  Leaders are good at winning people over to their side, through honest means. They have conviction and a passion in what they do, which comes through in their voice and their eyes.


9. A leader is innovative and a visionary. He/She usually knows when to rewrite rules and when to change the path they are taking. What path leads to a better result etc.


10.Leaders have Intergrity, they Talk the walk and Walk the talk.  They value their words, and use it wisely and Keep their word. They follow  strong ethics.  They are people of character.  


Wonder if there really are any leaders in todays world. I am having a tough time coming up with a name.


Sunday, April 16, 2006

Dear Death

This was written in 1988,  the  background was the Armenian Earthquake.  

I feel like two people,
One rooted, the other floating
As I watch the mangled bodies,
Peaking out under the rubble,
Some burning in the inferno,
Faces with trials of tears
Some grateful, some in pain.

Why was I left out?
Knowing how much I need you,
You choose to ignore me;
Most others fear you
But you loved them
Enough, to invite them home.

I yearn be with you,
Like the river yearns the sea
My tired body needs to rest
In the cradle of nothingness.
From life's constant battle,
My mind needs to sleep.

Sleep, in the infinite abyss
That is  your home
No dreams, No hurt
Peace from all emotions
I ask silently, "When?"
Hoping to get a nod.

Awaiting your Invitation.
Yours truly,
xoxoxo

Thursday, April 13, 2006

In another place and time

This was a poem that I had written long ago. Found it during the spring cleaning session. Here goes ---

When we sit so close yet so far,
There is this funny feeling,
That we must have sat like this
Someday, in another place and time.

The first time we laughed together
A remember a dream, where
I saw us laughing like this
Someday, in another place and time.

When we tease each other and fool around
I feel a familiar feeling
Like we teased each other before
Someday, in another place and time.

When we see the world in each others eye
And the heart brims with the words "I love you"
The picture in my mind fades,
As if something stopped us,
I wonder what happened to the two of us
That day, in another place and time.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Happy New Years!!

For all of you Celebrating the New Year!! 




Varsha Pirapu!




Happy Vishu!




Happy Bihu!




Shub Nabo Barsh!




May it be blessed with peace, joy, love and prosperity.




 




 




Monday, April 10, 2006

Entry for April 11, 2006

I got this from a friend of mine.  It reminded me of my mother, aunts  and my grand moms.  They are what is described here.  Thank you Sampada.  For all the Mom's out there, here goes --

WHY I LOVE MOM

Mom and Dad were watching TV when Mom said, "I'm tired, and it's

getting late. I think I'll go to bed."

She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day's lunches.

Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper

the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar

container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot

for brewing the next morning.


She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes

into the washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button.


She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone back

on  the charger and put the telephone book into the drawer.


She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to

dry.


She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom. She stopped by

the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for

the field trip, and pulled a text book out from hiding under the chair.


She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the

envelope and wrote a quick note for the grocery store. She put both

near her purse.


Mom then washed her face with 3 in 1 cleanser, put on her Night

solution &age fighting moisturizer, brushed and flossed her teeth and

filed her nails.


Dad called out, "I thought you were going to bed."

"I'm on my way," she said.


She put some water into the dog's dish and put the cat outside, then

made sure the doors were locked and the patio light was on.


She looked in on each of the kids and turned out their bedside lamps

and TV's, hung up a shirt, threw some dirty socks into the hamper,

and had a brief conversation with the one up still doing homework.



In her own room, she set the alarm; laid out clothing for the next

day, straightened up the shoe rack. She added three things to her 6

most important things to do list. She said her prayers, and visualized

the accomplishment of her goals.


About that time, Dad turned off the TV and announced to no one in

particular. "I'm going to bed."  And he did..without another thought.


Anything extraordinary here? Wonder why women live longer...?



CAUSE WE ARE MADE FOR THE LONG HAUL..... (and we can't die sooner, we still have things to do!!!!)