10 things I wish werent part of me

I am a believer in the dualities that make a whole.. a few blogs ago, I posted the things I love about myself. Well, I am not perfect but I like to think I am (conceited arent I?). So here goes my evil twin- 10 things I really wish were not a part of me.

1. I think/analyze too much, so much so that I rarely act on what I think or say what I am thinking.
2. I have a PhD. at procrastination, any thing that doesn't interest me will take forever to complete.
3. The love of my life is the "to do lists", I make lists that I rarely ever complete doing, Bad manager of time.
4. Most people I care about, don't know I care about them, I dont communicate the way I feel about others well, when it comes to real life.
5. I am highly critical of myself. I forgive others easily but when it comes to myself.. I accept I made an error but I rarely forgive myself for it.
6. I haven't been able to overcome my fear of driving or of swimming. I almost always see blood on my windshield or me floating dead in the water.
7. I live in the details, I really wish I could let go of being able to see as many sides of anything/person.
8. I rarely cry. I can count the times I have cried in my life, not even when the grandmom, I admired, passed way. That's Pretty cold of me, I think.
9. I hate being in the spotlight to such an extreme that I have let someone else take credit for the work I have done.
10. I am sometimes so practical, that I can seem Inhuman, Indifferent and Callous.